“You have been coming here for and you still look at the door when you think I am not watching.”
“I look at the door because I am wondering if the person on the other side of it would find me as difficult as you do.”
“And would that be a good thing or a bad thing?”
“It would be a different thing and right now I think I am hungry for different.”
She has a name written on the back of a receipt and it was given to her by a friend and it describes someone who works in a way that sounds closer to what she needs. The receipt is from a cafe in Marylebone and it has been sitting in the small fold of her wallet for .
The ink is starting to fade against the dark leather and the edges of the paper are soft and gray from being touched. She has not called the number and she has not even looked at it while she is in her regular session on Tuesdays. It feels like she is carrying a weapon or a love letter to a rival and she is terrified that the person sitting across from her will be able to see through the leather and see the betrayal she is carrying.
If she wanted
